A one off post and won't be replying .
Yes I have had a U turn of fecking monumental proportions and let's get one thing straight ( the anti abs clique don't take long) I 100% have not taken this decision lightly and can state I have NOT done this because we've won a few games because anyone who knows me knows I ain't like that. The withdrawal symptoms win.
I nearly caved in during the summer following the brum game where I actually got passion back and nearly lost my job when I came close to cracking a nobber who took the piss out of our relegation. I toyed with it then and decided against it , this season I've watched nearly every game via a stream and as a result like a smack rat I've given in to my cravings. I said I would reassess at Christmas and I have.
These last few months family and friends ( my mum is upset I've gone against my principles) have pecked away at me to stop boycotting and I've been determined not to cave in . This week however I've hardly slept due to the stress of deciding what to do and I've had many private discussions ( some off here) this week because it's been such a hard decision to come to.
Yes I've been vociferous and I still stand by my scab comments and my all but 2 year boycott and to those giving me shit over it ...yes I feel like a scab myself and feel shit . Oh and Jim stop playing the victim card ffs you are no frigging angel.
Do I still want the Scummers out ?? Damn right I do and won't rest up until they go.
Do I feel let down that fans have not risen up and are happy to be venky lovers ? Bet your fat hairy arses I do.
Do I feel happy I'm giving money to the venkyscum ?? No I am angry at myself for doing so.
Anyhows all the best to everyone ( that includes you chaddy lad) and I won't be responding either.